TURNING BACK D PAGES...

Today I Have Completed my 17th orbit around the Sun(as our gr8 Missile Man says).I feel gr8 2 b here in this beautiful Earth.2day ,since i have nothing else to do ,i decided to take back d words i have left somewer deep inside my heart b4 long-to form new and new patterns, 4 life is alwayz afresh and anew.2day i feel some hesitation to write-lyk some vehicle which has not been startd 4 long, waiting 4 some fuel.Hope it'll b smooth soon.Hopes r sometyms like a cone of light which ignite our strong desire to move 4ward each tym.2day i plan a journey .A tour to my own life-turning back the pages of 17 years in this gr8 planet.I promise i'll try not to make u bored.

" Life is a long journey"- a phrase which is weared due to its excessive use by evryone.Even then me too bliv so.I know not wer its gonna end.At first it was in a slow pace.I could clearly watch evrything around me.I could n'joy the beauty in evry facets of life.as a newborn Butterfly, i enjoyd nectar frm evry possibl flower i came across.How glad those dayz wer?-not realising the masked faces around me.In one way its a blessing to b ignorant of evrything around us, so that v can b happy alwayzz. Those dayz of childhood innocence passed very quickly.As I was advancing through ages, those dayz wer goin away frm me.Or more correctly I ws moving away leaving those dayzz bhind.Through various phases i passed,each tym becoming more and more fast and ..strange.I could see d maskd faces around me and i'm searching 4 real ones evry moment."I have no tym to stand and stare"-alwayzz running... In the world of chaos, my heart is beating with all the vigour of youth.I'm 4getting those dayz knowingly in this world of races-selfish races 4 money.


I realise-as we bcome more and more profit minded ,v r becoming narrowminded the same tym.Thers no room 4 human values in our heart.Everybody is out to abuse and exploit evrything and nobody think of nurturing whats ours.We r unaware of d fact that nothing around us is never ending.Hours, dayz and months r passing faster than ever.I have no choice other than to b along with it and so I am.What is to b done?Its a long Question mark.Everythin need 2 b changd.An Introspection is inevitable
and its d Need of d hour.


                         Turning back d pages of my life, how sweet those dayzz wer and how much i miss it.But i have 2 continue my journey and So I Do ,with my Dreamz, which lead me 4ward evry moment.And I realise d fact that-


"I HAVE PROMISES TO KEEP AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP".

FOR A NEW BEGINNING....

It's a long tym after I'm writin now. 2day I think I hav returned to my old gud state.May b bcoz my x'amz r all over and I'm a bit relaxd, waitn 4 d next phase 2 start wich is 2 b at d earliest.
I am realisin nowadayz the pace with which Dayzz and months r passin.Tym is flyin....alwayzz...waiting 4 none.I had always been thinkin abt that earlier, dat y its not caring anyone??I mostly realise dat truth d day b4 my x'amz!!And I am very glad 2 say even now its lyk dat.Evry bit of life is changin alwayzz.The world is becoming more and more fast and me alwayzz at the same pace as b4!!!Its not a Frustration or Repenting, but I'm realisin myself more and more every moment.I think its lyk dat .The More we realise our negatives the more we r realisin ourselves.Some change with dat realisation ,some tries to change and very few even do not think abt dat.I think I come to the second type.I alwayzz long 4 changin myself wen my x'am results come!!!nywayzz I'm not goin to talk more abt dat.yeah I was intendin 2 talk abt Changes .I think I should come 2 dat.Gone somewer else.

I sometyms- wen left alone with my own stupid thoughts -think abt our Country -India.How pathetic sometyms d condition is...Nowadayzz I could watch some of d drawbacks of Democracy or I should say d misuse of dat Ideology.Democracy and Secularism was d basement of Indian Economy.now I feel d basement has been weakend.I dont knw wat d political fellows r doin.I think most of us r blindly followin wat v were followin,not thinkin abt der principles.I hav heard 1 of my friends sayin (wen 1 askd her y she's followin a particular political system)"my father follows dat system and so am i.wats d logic bhind dis.I couldn't find anythin and I dont knw y v r alwayzz thinkin lyk this!!I'm not sayin mot of us r lyk dat.But a Few lyk dis will b more dan enough 2 spoil our society.We have to realize dat 2days common lyf principle is not social service but only "Self Service".I hav heard our Principal sayin -"Try 2 do 1 gud deed a day and these will adds up to d greatest asset in our life".And dats y I said a change is needed.A change in our Thoughts &Perspective,A change in d social setup and in d whole Country.The Change is needed sice v hav changed.If all of us had remaind as v were once der 'll not b such a need.I should say that If everyone of us r able to remain d same alwayzz in our thoughts-(as v were once wen v were children -4 childhood is d most innocent phase of humanlife)-Noone could ever defeat us or influence us with -ve thoughts.


We Have 2 Realise Dat D Buds-THE TENDER BUDS-4 All these lies in our mind.Water it ,Xpose it 2 Light and Let it Grow.Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.