What is Really REAL???

                                   What is really real??I wish its d things wich r happenin inside our head..its wer nythin nd evrythin can happen..i remebr d words of Dumbledore in Harry potter-"ofcourse its happenin inside your head..bt y on earth shud dat mean its not real??".yeah y cant it b real???i shud ask is evrythin around us real?only bcoz dey seem real doesnt mean dat dey r really real..I always wonder whethr d passed moments wer real, they really happend or its jst som creation of my crackd brain!!..whethr dey r happenin inside my head..??who knws..

                                  I nw knw dis is d mst colorful nd vibrant period of my lyf.Bt i knw not whethr aftr somtym i'll ask myself that such thins really happend once..Life is always lyk dat..The thins around us-dis marvellous canvas of natural splendour ,this wonderfully craftd planet of ours-is dis all real??..I remembr d words of Arun sir (who tuk a class in d last ieee evnt)..he quoted-"I saw a dream..nd der a butterfly ws suckin nectar frm a beautiful fower..suddenly i ws sad wonderin g whethr i'm also  part of somone's dream..!!"..Isnt it a point to b thot of..?Hw can v b sure dat all these thins r jst som dream wich can end abruptly at nytym ,nywer??that made me think whethr thin s r really real..nd whethr dreams r real...comin 2 dat point i can say some dream of ours really happens aftr somtym..bt hw many of us 'll bliv dat?.if it ws somrtym b4 i agree i'd hav opposd it..bt nw i cant do dat since i myself hav xperiencd dat once..so i hav no choice othr dan blivin it..one of my dreams has really happend as such aftr somtym..Its hard to bliv though.It ws a real wonder wich made me admire J.K.Rowling's words dat i quoted first.I nw knw dreams r really strange..hav heard somwer dat Dreams r 2day's answrs 2 2mrw's questns.may b its true,not always though..Dreamsr boundlsee nd it jst shws d immense potential lyin inside us..

                                 I think i'm really confusd btw dreams nd reality..nd one thin i knw -dat mst of d tyms i'm in d world of dreams..nd i wrote somthin here -some crazy thots of mine-wich bounced off suddenly on a tuesday evng + my discussn wid my frnd wich tuk my 100 or more free sms..actly she ws d one who triggerd off my thots..d thins said here hav no proof its jst my feelins..wich need no proof at all and can change wid persons.i mentiond dis bcoz i dont wanna draw dis 2 ny controversy as its a commmon thin nw.and wen askd-wich is real and wich is nt..my answr is simply -"no comments"...i knw only dis-
  If dis wonderful world wid me nd othrs is nothin bt a beautiful dream..I wish this dream 'd continue 4 ever...

Its all a Click...

                       Photography has probably bcome one of my favourite hobbies next 2 readin.Perhaps dis might hav arose frm my luv 4 nature.I hav found dat photography-its d most comfortabl way of observin those wich r skillfully hidden bt d gr8 sculptor, around us.observin thru a lens wich can absorb d unobservd or d ignored treasures.My craze fro cameras and nature shots hav cum frm my fatr who loves potography and travellin.Bynw places lyk Thenmala,Thripparapu,Kuttalam,Kudagu etc hav bcome my places of interest.In such places i'd lyk 2 cap evrythin & nythin that i'd come across.I'd lyk 2 stay der overnight and sleep lyk a child amidst d greenery.And nw i hav startd to stand and stare & observ even d trifles.And i bliv i hav got sum interestin shots frm and around our abode.I hav got shots oflots & lots of birds who r paintd beautifully by d gr8 artist-parrots who feast on d juicy mangoes ,pigeons who hav made our terrace der abode and lot more.dey r all mt heroes-real owners of dis beautiful Earth without havin even a cent of der own.
 
                             Wen i'm in such placesof beauty ,i usd 2 4get evrythin xcept my camera!!!My eyes & soul get glued to d fantastic shots around me and i'd hav 2 get a glimpse of evry merismatic sight around.The skillful mixin of colours in birds and the swaggering gait of a peacock r all perfect 4 me.



                             Upto dis was d brightest side, i say.d darker side 2 me is castin peopl in photos,espicially myself!!!.ofcourse i do admit dat it'll b so 4 me only.I simply hate dat.d fact is o donno hw 2 stand and hw 2 smile infront of a camera.bcoz of dat i'd turn coy and more or less luk lyk a clown in most of d photos.dats y i always keep dem under darkness!i'm very much poor in takin such photos also.wen taken knowingly or not i usd to focus  on d trees or othr things in d background rathr dan d faces of my fathr ,mothr or sistr!dats d usual mattr of dispute btw me and my fathr.whereevr v go , d trip would eventually end up in a quarrel abt dis.and at last almost being fed up wid me he bought a camcorder (specially bcoz he knw vry well dat i'm not d least interestd in videos!!!).nw d problm is solvd and i can njoy myself sinkin in d deeper portions of nature.and my fathr -he could vry well get satisfied by castin evryone of us.moreover v hav startd njoyin out trips completly and ders no room 4 a dispute!And thus I'm on wid my journeys 4 xplorin nature wid an exuberant soul and a camera!  

TURNING BACK D PAGES...

Today I Have Completed my 17th orbit around the Sun(as our gr8 Missile Man says).I feel gr8 2 b here in this beautiful Earth.2day ,since i have nothing else to do ,i decided to take back d words i have left somewer deep inside my heart b4 long-to form new and new patterns, 4 life is alwayz afresh and anew.2day i feel some hesitation to write-lyk some vehicle which has not been startd 4 long, waiting 4 some fuel.Hope it'll b smooth soon.Hopes r sometyms like a cone of light which ignite our strong desire to move 4ward each tym.2day i plan a journey .A tour to my own life-turning back the pages of 17 years in this gr8 planet.I promise i'll try not to make u bored.

" Life is a long journey"- a phrase which is weared due to its excessive use by evryone.Even then me too bliv so.I know not wer its gonna end.At first it was in a slow pace.I could clearly watch evrything around me.I could n'joy the beauty in evry facets of life.as a newborn Butterfly, i enjoyd nectar frm evry possibl flower i came across.How glad those dayz wer?-not realising the masked faces around me.In one way its a blessing to b ignorant of evrything around us, so that v can b happy alwayzz. Those dayz of childhood innocence passed very quickly.As I was advancing through ages, those dayz wer goin away frm me.Or more correctly I ws moving away leaving those dayzz bhind.Through various phases i passed,each tym becoming more and more fast and ..strange.I could see d maskd faces around me and i'm searching 4 real ones evry moment."I have no tym to stand and stare"-alwayzz running... In the world of chaos, my heart is beating with all the vigour of youth.I'm 4getting those dayz knowingly in this world of races-selfish races 4 money.


I realise-as we bcome more and more profit minded ,v r becoming narrowminded the same tym.Thers no room 4 human values in our heart.Everybody is out to abuse and exploit evrything and nobody think of nurturing whats ours.We r unaware of d fact that nothing around us is never ending.Hours, dayz and months r passing faster than ever.I have no choice other than to b along with it and so I am.What is to b done?Its a long Question mark.Everythin need 2 b changd.An Introspection is inevitable
and its d Need of d hour.


                         Turning back d pages of my life, how sweet those dayzz wer and how much i miss it.But i have 2 continue my journey and So I Do ,with my Dreamz, which lead me 4ward evry moment.And I realise d fact that-


"I HAVE PROMISES TO KEEP AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP".

FOR A NEW BEGINNING....

It's a long tym after I'm writin now. 2day I think I hav returned to my old gud state.May b bcoz my x'amz r all over and I'm a bit relaxd, waitn 4 d next phase 2 start wich is 2 b at d earliest.
I am realisin nowadayz the pace with which Dayzz and months r passin.Tym is flyin....alwayzz...waiting 4 none.I had always been thinkin abt that earlier, dat y its not caring anyone??I mostly realise dat truth d day b4 my x'amz!!And I am very glad 2 say even now its lyk dat.Evry bit of life is changin alwayzz.The world is becoming more and more fast and me alwayzz at the same pace as b4!!!Its not a Frustration or Repenting, but I'm realisin myself more and more every moment.I think its lyk dat .The More we realise our negatives the more we r realisin ourselves.Some change with dat realisation ,some tries to change and very few even do not think abt dat.I think I come to the second type.I alwayzz long 4 changin myself wen my x'am results come!!!nywayzz I'm not goin to talk more abt dat.yeah I was intendin 2 talk abt Changes .I think I should come 2 dat.Gone somewer else.

I sometyms- wen left alone with my own stupid thoughts -think abt our Country -India.How pathetic sometyms d condition is...Nowadayzz I could watch some of d drawbacks of Democracy or I should say d misuse of dat Ideology.Democracy and Secularism was d basement of Indian Economy.now I feel d basement has been weakend.I dont knw wat d political fellows r doin.I think most of us r blindly followin wat v were followin,not thinkin abt der principles.I hav heard 1 of my friends sayin (wen 1 askd her y she's followin a particular political system)"my father follows dat system and so am i.wats d logic bhind dis.I couldn't find anythin and I dont knw y v r alwayzz thinkin lyk this!!I'm not sayin mot of us r lyk dat.But a Few lyk dis will b more dan enough 2 spoil our society.We have to realize dat 2days common lyf principle is not social service but only "Self Service".I hav heard our Principal sayin -"Try 2 do 1 gud deed a day and these will adds up to d greatest asset in our life".And dats y I said a change is needed.A change in our Thoughts &Perspective,A change in d social setup and in d whole Country.The Change is needed sice v hav changed.If all of us had remaind as v were once der 'll not b such a need.I should say that If everyone of us r able to remain d same alwayzz in our thoughts-(as v were once wen v were children -4 childhood is d most innocent phase of humanlife)-Noone could ever defeat us or influence us with -ve thoughts.


We Have 2 Realise Dat D Buds-THE TENDER BUDS-4 All these lies in our mind.Water it ,Xpose it 2 Light and Let it Grow.Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

Off D Launching pad...........

"Belief is the ignition switch that gets you off the pad"
This is a quote which attractd me while I was turning through pages of a book.When writin abt belief what came 2 mind was d concept of"God".I don knw how many among us bliv in such a power.I hav heard one of my frnz sayin 'I bliv in science than in god'.Me and my dad had had long drawn discussions and even debates on this.'D more we BLiv in Science, less 'll b our blif in god' this is d common concept.Ofcourse 2 those who hav no faith in god ,they hav no reasons 2 bliv in such a power since der is no proof 4 d existence of such a power.There r so many things around us which remains unanswerd.most of us r blivin der r still mysteries due 2 d presence of god.
'Mt Kailas' is blivd 2 b d abode of lord shiva accordin 2 hindu mythology.On a discussn on this topic one askd me why we r not able 2 go der wid all d modern facilities of d 21st century.Actually I was askin d same questn myself 4 long.I thought of different ways of goin der.But I don knw y noone has ever attempted to reach der.No more Tensin norgay here???!!!

Anyway I don think we can totally neglect such a power since der r still mysteries around us.We hav 2 bliv until we find all d keys 2 open d mysteries.At d same tym v must work 4 d improvement of science & technologies.Somtimes this blif can act as a flame of light wich can led us further ahead.
Anyway d best 4 all of us is 2 Bliv in wat v Bliv.Like Renedicartes alwayzz say

"I THINK THEREFORE I AM"